Best Laid Plans and Lucky 13

So the past two weeks I have suffered from the worst migraine in my life that ended in a trip to the ER for a migraine cocktail. As for the past two years, well, they've been full of surprise health challenges that have been frightening, but I got through them. Yesterday, I forgave myself. My body. I acknowledged that the human condition is one of complex frailty and that if I am to learn from failure, I must let go of my unhealthy frustration and expectations of how my life should be unfolding right exactly this minute.

But I will also honor my dreams as best I can, with whatever thimble's worth of diligence and determination I can muster day by day.

When I attended my SCBWI regional conference in September 2019, I was in horrendous pain from what I later found out was pelvic floor dysfunction. I couldn't go to the bathroom properly, and sitting was utter agony. I carried a hemorrhoid pillow with me everywhere. I was mortified when an editor sat at my table during lunch and I had to repeatedly excuse myself for bathroom breaks. But you know what? I learned so much at the conference! I had a marvelous time with all my fellow writers despite feeling terrible. And someone liked the premise of Agent Regalia and is expecting me to complete her story.

So I won't give up. I am more than the sum of my pain, ink is also in my blood. 2020 is going to be a good year, I know it . . . because it marks the thirteenth year since I started writing novels. And 13 has always been my lucky number!

Trudging

I got two and a half pages done on Agent Regalia after hours of work today. I'm going to call that a win!

I've also been delving into bridal history as my little sister/super editor often chides me about the need for solid research to enrich my narratives.

Oh, and dabbling in messy character art!

Progress Report

Did I get a full chapter 2 done in a week?

Nope.

But I mustered the courage to start scribbling the story again, and hashed out a lot of crazy fun ideas with my editorial team (aka long-suffering sisters).

I can do this. Write Regalia's story! Will I have a full draft in 14 weeks? Maybe not, maybe so . . . as long as I can make progress each week, I will be happy.

Merry Catmas from our resident house poof! (Because the internet always needs more cats).